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我是阿鹵,請聽我說...

2008年1月23日,阿鹵在家裡有點沒事做,所以她決定開一個Blog,這裡是她大聲說話的地方,所以有興趣的人兒們,就聽吧..



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Saturday, July 11, 2009


i think we are losing the way we used to communicate i can't tell if it was a correct one or a wrong one somehow the method i use to communicate with you changed into a weird and uncomfortable way i am sorry that i can't/ didn't help you much when you are in terrible mood/ situation i guess i tried to solve the problems for you by my way which i don't think suits you obviously it failed i don't know what are the other ways i can do for you but i really want to help i felt very very guilty to make you face all these i know you will say it isn't my fault but i still feel sorry kind of set you up and not giving any hands out to you but i have to say i felt stressed too as i was kinda in the mid of the parties i have to balance and satisfy all not really satisfy but at least not to piss anyone off and on the other hand i felt really ashamed you may compare yourself with me but i can say if i do the same i will lose my confident in front of you becuase i personally think that you are much more better than me in many different areas as you feel/ i said i am not yet qualified/ not suitable to be the one by your side when you encounter problems/ are noy happy i am so sorry

writtern @3:29 AM

Friday, May 22, 2009


i wanna deactivate this blog.
or leave it rotted.
too much things can't be posted.
anyway.
hz is finally back from shanghai.
i miss her.
shall meet her soon.
aii is attached.
happy for her.
:).
jinshanshan is still that far from me.
seem to be a stranger to me.
well,how great.
tn is still that strangely-unpredictable.
wil is living alone.
still.
i guess.
and many many the rest.
are there.
living.
my parents are coming.
again.
happy?
yes i do.
hahaha.
but my room is in chaos now.
mom will kill me.
and my sister.
mr w.i starts working.
seem exhausted.
feel no good with this.
btw.
how do people know they are in love annot?
does my mom know?
she never tell me.
haha.

writtern @3:09 PM

Tuesday, April 07, 2009


I hate staying in Taiwan.
I hate being here.
I hate mom nagging nonstop.
I hate this aimless life.
I hate this this that that that..

Friends, help me. You know whom I am calling...

writtern @9:09 PM

Sunday, November 30, 2008


please do not abandon me, thanks.
my blog said.
i've not blogged for long.
simply because i am too busy.
or rather am busy acting busy.
i need time.
i need to rest.
i hate people.
and i hate you.
don't worry.
i hate myself too.
fair enough?
i want something deifferent.
new.
fresh.
interesting.
yet i don't want to hurt myself.
so.
can i hurt you instead?
oh please.
please let me do so.
life is too short.
or rather too long.
i am afraid.
afraid to die.
save me if you can.
but the truth is.
you can't.

writtern @10:59 PM

Tuesday, November 04, 2008



writtern @2:16 AM

Saturday, August 30, 2008


我其實..
不喜歡迷路。
不喜歡下雨天。
不喜歡趕功課。
不喜歡我的潔癖。
不喜歡書包太重。
不喜歡手機沒電。
不喜歡信箱沒信。
不喜歡濕紙巾用完。
不喜歡眉毛修歪掉。
不喜歡窗簾太難看。
不喜歡廁所沒廁紙。
不喜歡女佣不精明。
不喜歡坐MRT坐過站。
不喜歡洗完澡還流汗。
不喜歡唱歌音抓不準。
不喜歡網路一直斷線。
不喜歡忘了買衛生棉。
不喜歡鼻頭粉刺洗不掉。
不喜歡花柚子被姊姊欺負。
不喜歡蟑螂造訪我的房間。
不喜歡夢到不該夢到的人。
不喜歡我家附近沒有POSB。
不喜歡要洗澡卻有人在大便。
不喜歡背M1追債電話被停線。
不喜歡買飯回家老闆菜給很少。
不喜歡Coffee Bean卡弄丟了。
不喜歡要聽的歌在電腦裡找不到。
不喜歡跟圖書館借的書過期沒還。
不喜歡MOS Burger新口味不怎樣。

但是..
我也還是只能

阿~阿~阿~哈!哈!哈!哈!!!!!!

笑笑過日子 :)

writtern @1:08 AM

Tuesday, July 29, 2008


生日話很多
一直想說某些話
我21歲了
已經5年沒跟老爸老媽一起過生日
我知道他們很想跟我一起慶祝
那天他們還打來祝福我
要我玩得開心
感覺得出來
他們有點遺憾不能跟我一起過

我買了一條鍊子
老爸老媽要我買的
說是給我的禮物
老媽說要買鑰匙的
我不想
老爸就說買我喜歡的就好
買了

我很喜歡
謝謝拔麻

他們說
我長大了
其實
我沒長大
我還是一個任性的女兒
我沒長大
我還沒能夠讓你們享清福
我沒長大
我還沒能讓你們少替我擔心一點
我沒長大
我還是會惹你們生氣
我沒長大
我還是會頂嘴
我沒長大
我還不能幫你們照顧好妹

其實就算
就算哪天
我說的這些一切都做到了
我也都還是你們的女兒
永遠都是你們長不大的女兒

老爸老媽
謝謝你們
是你們給予我生命
是你們讓我在每一天裡綻放
是你們讓我享受燦爛的笑容

你們是我的Superman & Superwoman
有你們真好
我希望
我的存在也讓你們開心

下輩子
請讓我做你們的Superman or Superwoman
我愛你們

獻給我親愛的爸媽

writtern @8:48 AM