please do not abandon me, thanks.
my blog said.
i've not blogged for long.
simply because i am too busy.
or rather am busy acting busy.
i need time.
i need to rest.
i hate people.
and i hate you.
don't worry.
i hate myself too.
fair enough?
i want something deifferent.
new.
fresh.
interesting.
yet i don't want to hurt myself.
so.
can i hurt you instead?
oh please.
please let me do so.
life is too short.
or rather too long.
i am afraid.
afraid to die.
save me if you can.
but the truth is.
you can't.
